its really fucken scary when you hear something you fear most...come from someones thoughts.....like it proves what you believed true....not that I didn't need to hear it but I guess I just.....idk need to do what I know is right for ME....I'm getting frustrated.....really frustrated.......I'll go to class.....even if it is our anniversary and if he makes me feel bad....ugh......fuck this shit I fucken hate this.......I doubt.......fuck idk I'll prove all this shit wrong.......

We're moving......closer to watsonville.....cause that fucken retard got fired for being a drunk.....well......retard.........thats cool I guess but now I need to clear all the shit from my room......I need to sleep....some time.......yeah.......whatever